you can't change the fruit without changing the root

dear blog,

i just received the best gift i have ever been given

it was from my girlfriend stacy

tears swelled in my eyes and i am so happy

i will share later what it is..

for now, i will share my dreams

dream #1

kristy, my sister, and i were shopping

i was shopping for sunglasses in this higher end outdoor shopping mall

i walked through the store and saw leather bracelets and thought josh needed them

i looked at watches through the glass, the lady tried to help me

but they didnt have what i wanted to kristy and i started running to the next store

but she got distracted in the courtyard where several restaurants joined together

people were walking around drinking and i called for her to come with me

but she kept talking to people

then my friend, buhler, walked by in a soccer uniform and socks and said, "sup des"

and i said, "whats up"

and then he kept walking

then all the sudden we were late because i had to go to the airport

so i started running and calling for my sister to follow

and i ran half way across the street when i turned to make sure kristy was following

but she wasnt so i stopped in the middle of the road

and cars started speeding around me, going in every direction

i could feel the wind, they almost hit me

then bombs started going off

and i woke up

dream #2

much more vague

i really loved this one though

i dreamt that i got a box delivered

inside this box was EVERYTHING i have ever lost, or have looked for

the box was neverending, literally

it was like a black hole, like santas sack of gifts

i found missing socks and all my earrings that i only have one of currently

i found things i didn't even realize i had lost

it was the BEST feeling ever to have all these things again

and i find this symbolic

or maybe i am crazy

it's time for me to go dream again,

see ya