God gave me you

i hadn't realized the wall i had put up earlier in the year.

if you could believe it, i stopped believing (or maybe just feeling?) in love.

it seemed unrealistic.

out of reach.

and pressured.

i became numb to it all, unconsciously.

to protect my hurt heart.

several people have helped me to see that real, true, unconditional love still does exist in this world. the couple above is so ridiculously in love. it was so refreshing to see.

snuggling my baby nephew reminded me.

hearing of a dear friend making wedding plans with the love of her life reminded me.

feeling butterflies again reminded me.

it's still out there. it's still in here.

i'm going to go slow dance now.

goodnight.