Monday, July 12, 2010

ladys things

sometimes i do this when i can't sleep.
i turned off my computer and lay in bed for a while and then decide if i write, i will sleep.
i found a new lady that i like..her photography that is.

my grammie sent me to this new place with a big bag full of bars of soap.
she is the lady that collects all the suave tubes from the hotels.
i hate bars of soap. but i decided to use them. and i love it all the sudden.
she included a bar of soap with the scent of her perfume. it is the shape of a heart even.
and everytime i wash i think of her.
and i think of her saying that she'll wash my mouth out with soap if i repeat something bad (though she never did..or i never repeated it—the spaghetti spoon on the other hand...=]) and i think of her telling me to keep my dirty hands off the walls
i love the smell inside of the china cabinet and the way her house is ALWAYS perfectly clean.
the candy dishes, the silhouette cut outs, the tiny grocery bag for the garbage.
i miss my gram
i have a photo to share but its dark, and its on my camera right now

its terribly hot and danny and i have become so frugal that we crashed a wedding during the last half hour to eat all their food.. the bride and groom were leaving as we were walking up...hahaa rude i know, but my danny knew the guy...=] thats life

we've become good at the "that's my life game"
we bought gourmet cookies for a long drive, i open them half way for a snack and my favorite one is in 13 tiny crumbles.... "thats my life man"
danny signs up for classes only to find out half way through the semester that those credits won't count...
i spend $15 on prenatal pills to make my hair possibly grow faster, and they're the size of my pinkie finger...
we wash our cars and suddenly in the middle of july it starts to pour...
i pay someone 50 bucks to paint my nails and an hour later they're chipped...
"that's my life!"

im learning to roll with the punches.
i miss my best friend.
i miss clean air.
when will my hair get longer?
my mind is trying to figure something out lately but i don't know why. it's using all my energy.
i've been sleeping a lot.

i really need a new list of solid goals. they need to be posted on my wall, and my journal, so i can regroup. this summer is easy enough. i started to read 3 books this summer but one i bet i'm going to love and quote it here. get ready. it is by stephen covey. oo im into these "be a better you" kinda books.
the end of such tangents.

oh and these are petty things. i'm whinning cuz i can't sleep.
im going to vegas next weekend!!
just cuz i can.


MOM said...

$ 50 to get your nails painted?????

desiredshots PHOTOGRAPHY said...

yeah last week. manicure and pedicure. by today my toes are totally chipped and ive already removed the polish on my nails. ...not worth it