getting back to a lot of things.
and genealogy work.
helping other people more.
and getting on my bike.
to name a few
in 5 days, i will be a married woman.
for so many years i have felt so ready, but always so far away from being married.
i have wanted it and have worked for it and have racked my brain on preparing.
and for 27 years, i have waited. i have failed over and over.
and now, it all is right.
i get to win this time.
its frankly a strange and humbling feeling.
i feel so very lucky.
soo very lucky.
andy is such a good man.
i have dated good men but not like this.
i had come to the point where, inside, i talked myself into "needing to be OK" with a man somewhat less than what i really wanted.
i came to a point where i accepted that what my relationships were, was what my life would be.
i didn't think there was a real good man left, that i adored, that possibly loved me back.
i am truly humbled.
i feel thankful and blessed that such a good man, would love someone as imperfect and obviously flawed as i am.
i am honored to be marrying my sweet andy bell. i love that boy to the moon n back.
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